"I'm only here to give you someone to leave when you get bored"

 

His opinion of human nature was low, and that low opinion applied to his heroes and his villains alike — he was endlessly disappointed in humanity and in himself, and he expressed that disappointment in a mixture of tar-black humor and deep despair. He could easily have become a crank, but he was too smart; he could have become a cynic, but there was something tender in his nature that he could never quite suppress…

Lev Grossman on Kurt Vonnegut | TIME Magazine

My body just can’t help feeling incomplete and unknown, A new ghost in an old home, parallel and paralyzed.

I threw myself into the wind, felt my body begin to curl. Maybe in the next life or maybe in another world… It’s impossible to figure out ‘cause everything’s subliminal. Maybe in the next life, I’ll be a hero, not a criminal.

The Bronx | Past Life

I am alone in a crowded room. Even with some of my best friends here, I feel like I’m by myself.

Weird.

Sympathetic Town Criers

I’m streamlining my list of goals. It’s time to trim the fat and get down to what’s really important in my life.

Thus far, I have compiled these as my top priorities in no particular order:

  • Dedicate one hour a day to practicing or writing music

  • Talk with at least one person close to me every day and ensure that they know how much I appreciate them

  • Acquire the first three Huey Lewis and The News albums on vinyl

I keep reading all of these “Suicide Recovery” articles and guides and they said that making some feasible short term goals would be a good way to find some self-worth. I hope these help to do the trick. I want to move forward and purge all the suicidal tendencies I have, I want the people I love to know that I’m getting better. I want to be a better friend and a better person.

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You are the monster I was scared you’d be

Slept through Coheed at the Paramount today. I’m the champion of letting myself down as of late.

Consolation prize is milk and cookies because I’m a fat ass.