"I'm only here to give you someone to leave when you get bored"
Lev Grossman on Kurt Vonnegut | TIME Magazine
My body just can’t help feeling incomplete and unknown, A new ghost in an old home, parallel and paralyzed.
I threw myself into the wind, felt my body begin to curl. Maybe in the next life or maybe in another world… It’s impossible to figure out ‘cause everything’s subliminal. Maybe in the next life, I’ll be a hero, not a criminal.
The Bronx | Past Life
I am alone in a crowded room. Even with some of my best friends here, I feel like I’m by myself.
The Bronx - Inveigh
I’m streamlining my list of goals. It’s time to trim the fat and get down to what’s really important in my life.
Thus far, I have compiled these as my top priorities in no particular order:
Dedicate one hour a day to practicing or writing music
Talk with at least one person close to me every day and ensure that they know how much I appreciate them
Acquire the first three Huey Lewis and The News albums on vinyl
I keep reading all of these “Suicide Recovery” articles and guides and they said that making some feasible short term goals would be a good way to find some self-worth. I hope these help to do the trick. I want to move forward and purge all the suicidal tendencies I have, I want the people I love to know that I’m getting better. I want to be a better friend and a better person.
You are the monster I was scared you’d be
Slept through Coheed at the Paramount today. I’m the champion of letting myself down as of late.
Consolation prize is milk and cookies because I’m a fat ass.